2012 vs 2013

Desi nu prea am fost activa pe aceste meleaguri cibernetice, voi face un bilant de statistici pentru propriul meu amuzament alaturi de cateva noutati si idei despre 2013. Sa incepem, zic!

- In afara de Romania, se pare ca persoane de prin SUA, Germania si Italia mi-au vizitat blogul
- Cel mai folosit keyword a fost "malice bathory" insa:
            -sprancene malice bathory : Nu, nu am sprancene, de cate ori trebuie sa spun asta.
            -malice bathory e o ipocrita : riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight
            -malice bathory thania quinn acadea : Nu stiu ce cauta "acadea". Nu stiu ce vreti cu Thania :P
            -vin pastilat : da, inca se mai gaseste
            -adolescenta 13 ani porno : here we go again
            -blugi emo : ....
            -catuse dominare site : Nu aici. Va pot da niste linkuri ce va vor ajuta insa
            -ce inseamna sa fii hater : Haters gonna hate!
            -cum se fut gagiii : Intre ei?
            -cur fain : Da, posed
            -de ce raperii urasc metalistii : trv necro cvlt
            -dominare in cluj : my blog starts to get bdsm
            -dupa ce au cinu ito ia bagat percing la pizda si tite : o.O
            -fofoloaga song : ha ha
            -lux noctis curve : not as far as I know. Poate masculii ce vin pe acolo? :P
            -malice bathory phone : imi vreti numarul de telefon? awww. costa sa suni international
            -romparchine : nu iau
            -ziua nudismului : total de acord

-in general au ramas aceleasi site-uri care imi aduc trafic pe acest blog. Insa un numar semnificativ de persoane au fost trimise de pe "povesti-pentru-copii.com" si imi da cu virgula
-se pare ca articolul despre clubul Obey a fost cel mai vizualizat in acest an. GOOD

In alta ordine de idei, am reusit sa obtin lunar petreceri in Bucuresti si in Cluj-Napoca, seri dedicate propovaduirii industrialului. Am reusit de asemenea sa am un "mini-turneu" cu DJane Grace in Cluj-Napoca, Sibiu si Timisoara.

Am realizat si am distrus multe lucruri in acest an. 2012 a fost zbuciumat si plin de intamplari. Nu am idee despre 2013 insa incerc sa ma uit la el cu un oarecare optimism.

Ah, am plecat din Romania pentru o perioada. Momentan nu stiu daca voi ramane aici sau nu, dar indiferent ce se va intampla, abia in Martie ma voi intoarce in Romania. 

From HELLsinki, with hate :)


PS: Sa nu uitati de
http://www.tanzdierevolution.com
http://www.maliceartwork.com

Amintire

Si observ cum minti, cum fiecare muschi din tine zvacneste cand scoti pe gura cuvinte fara sens. Incerci sa te impotrivesti subconstientului, ratiunea iti spune sa refuzi. Se afla o intreaga batalie in interiorul tau, un intreg razboi cu o intreaga poveste in spate. Motive, cauze si reactii variate ce te fac confunz si ajungi in punctul in care nu mai stii nici cine esti. Lupta este una grea, deloc facila, simti cum iti inclestezi singur sufletul, cum il incatusezi si nu poti sa te impotrivesti. Vezi in fata ta o lumina, alba si stralucitoare, te agati de ea de parca ar fi cel mai bun lucru ce ti se poate intampla. Insa propria-ti disperare te va duce in eroare. Este o lumina artificiala, produsa de cel mai ieftin bec, o lumina alb galbuie, mizerabila si usor dezgustatoare. Ajungi in fata becului si realizezi ca mai bine ai fi ramas in intuneric... cel putin, dupa un timp ai fi simtit lumina calda a focului, cum te ard vaporii de caldura usor pe obraji si pe frunte... Si te simti bine.

Preludiu

Si totul a inceput cu un mic gand, o infiripare de idee in circumvolutiunile creierului apasat si saturat de disperare, tristete, o depresie ce o simti pana in maduva scheletului ce iti alcatuieste sufletul. Dar daca ... .O idee poate schimba multe si iti poate redeschide sau inchide ochii. O idee te poate macina pana la nesfarsit, zi de zi, ora de ora, si secunda de secunda, chinuindu-te cu greu sa supravietuiesti nevoii de a o baga in seama, de a-i acorda atentie sau de a te opri sa o mai vezi. Astfel de sentimente ti se acumuleaza in suflet, pana la un punct in care simti ca invelisul ce le protejeaza impotriva cuceririi tale complete, se fisureaza si izbucneste intr-un val urias ce iti clatina radacinile bine adancite in mintea ta. Si iti clatina credinta in tine.

Momente si clipe trec de parca ar fi ani, iar tot ce iti face placere iti provoaca o imensa scarba, de nu mai poti realiza cum ceea ce te facea fericit avea un succes asupra ta, ca iti provoca in primul rand acea stare de euforie, ca te facea sa traiesti. Acum gusti din ciocolata si iti ramane in gura doar praful de cacao amestecat cu saliva duhninda a tigari, lichid ce il dai pe gat pentru a simti gustul scarbos si artificial de dulce. Te asiguri de fapt ca nu esti indiferent... sau ca nu poti fi indiferent.

Iti muti ochii in alte directii, deschizi alte usi si te uiti inspre drumul lor sa iti dai seama care ar fi posibilitatile. De fapt, iti doresti sa vezi si sa gasesti poteca pe care gasesti numai lucrurile tale mult visate, totul sa fie perfect, iar florile sa fie colorate, nu acoperite de cenusa si ingropate in mucegaiul de un miros intepator. Vrei sa fie cald, nu rece si umed, sa nu tremuri de frig intr-un moment in care altii simt raze de soare. Sa nu tremuri in momentul in care el se scalda in razele de soare...

Te gandesti ce a provocat asta, sau, si mai mult, cum de esti capabil sa simti asa ceva. Niciodata nu te-ai gandit ca vei fi intr-o astfel de situatie, sperai ca tu sa fii ocolit de  aceste sentimente si sa nu le experimentezi vreodata. Sperai ca pentru tine, totul sa fie bine. Insa efectul bulgarelui de zapada isi face simtita prezenta si observi ca te adancesti din ce in ce mai tare in namolul imputit care te trage la fund, pana cand il vei simti in gura, in nas si in ochi. Pana vei fi ingropat, iar legile fizicii nu iti vor permite sa iesi la suprafata.

Sufletul tau incearca sa se protejeze, isi creeaza o pelicula de ura in jurul sau, te ascunzi intr-o cochilie asemeni unui rac si lasi la vedere doar clestii uriasi, parca amenintandu-i pe ceilalti si avertizandu-i asupra unui atac iminent. Te gandesti ca e mai bine sa ataci decat sa fii defensiv, actionezi asupra unor impulsuri de a te autoconserva.

Dar totul este in zadar ... pentru unii. Durerea si-a infipt bine coltii si nu mai da drumul o data ce te-a prins in stransura ei. Nu te mai lasa pana cand nu iti consuma ultimul semn de vitalitate din tine, pana cand te suge de tot ce e mai frumos. Nu ti se mai pare nimic interesant, nimic nu te mai excita, nimic nu te mai scoate din vidul in care esti captiv.

Si totusi, totul se poate schimba cu anumite cuvinte, anumite sentimente si anumite gesturi de la persoanele potrivite. Si incerci sa te lipesti de ele asemeni unei ventuze, pentru a putea face rost de cheia de care ai tu nevoie... de cel mai de pret lucru... de solutia de a scapa.

Insa nimeni nu te aude. Nu e nimeni in jurul tau. Nu e nimeni langa tine sa iti ofere ceea ce vrei. Ramai intre patru pereti scorojiti si mirosind a cacat si cu un subconstient care viseaza la o floare albastra, mica si fragila ce sa te dezgroape.

Nu mai reactionezi la nimic intre timp, la nici un stimul. Vrei doar sa vezi acel lucru si stii ca totul va fi bine. Ca poti trai din nou, ca poti sa simti, sa respiri, sa vezi, sa gusti si sa auzi. Si traiesti cu speranta asta o viata intreaga pentru a nu o mai gasi niciodata, pentru a ramane doar o amintire ce te va consuma incetul cu incetul ... pana nu mai ramane nimic din tine. Nici ce este mai rau din tine, nici ce e mai bun. Nimic. Doar o gaura ce absoarbe tot, intr-o razbunare fara de sfarsit asupra ta.

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Stii, intotdeauna oscilez si am de mult ori impresia ca totul e bine ca apoi sa consider ca totul este rau. Nu inteleg de ce ma mai chinui cu o amagire, pana la urma, fara sens, lipsita de seva bruta a interesului.

O pastila nu te vindeca. 50 mg nu te vindeca. Iti trebuie un suflet necomprimat, fara sa fie invelit in staniol pe spatele caruia sa i se puna o denumire

ArtMania 2012

Got back from Sibiu and also stopped in Sighisoara for a little bit. ArtMania was good, but not my favorite edition of them all.

We had a long and hard road to Medias (where we had to change the train and go to Sibiu). The train had a two hours delay and it was packed with people, all kinds of them: Gipsies, Hippies, Grannies and, we, the goths. We managed though to survive and arrived safely in Sibiu at six AM (and we left at 20:40 or should I say 21:30 - because of the delay).

We barely got some sleep (2 hours) at a friends' place and then we started to take Sibiu by foot 'till we got at the Big Square. It was nice to revisit this city, I always enjoy it. I like the architecture, the weather and the people.

We managed to lose the time until the Deathstars concert which was fabulous. Although, I might say that they should have sung before Die Toten Hosen, not before Epica. Great choice of tracks, handsome guys, what should I say more?

Epica was no interest for me so I stayed and got prepared (drunk) for Die Toten Hosen.

Oh well, you can see when a band has experience. Die Toten Hosen made everybody jump around, my feet still hurt from all the moshpit I've made (on heels btw). WONDREFUL concert, they sucked the life out of me.

After that we stayed a little bit at the Lux Noctis Artmania Afterparty and went home because we were veeeeery sleepy (2 hours not enough)

We actually planned to return in Bucharest the second day, Saturday, but I've managed to find a car for free which was leaving Sunday. So with all that extra-cash, what shall we do? Drink my friends! We've met some interesting guys from Sibiu that got drunk, we almost got into a fight, we managed to do a little bit of pub crawling.... It was fun for quite a high amount of alcohol (gin, whiskey, vodka, beer, wine). Met two pub owners which we actually got in a fight at first, but then we were friends and started to talk business.

I woke up next morning in the middle of a white bed in a rush to catch the car back to Bucharest. One hour of sleep actually, but it was a very very good time.



Arrived in Sighisoara, I was like a walking zombie. Enjoyed the city (I want to go there again and not visit it in a hurry), the sights, the food and then back to Bucharest where I had a shock, cultural one.



Oh well, this is the capital. Meh.


Now I will enjoy some time with my brother and then go in Galati for 3 weeks.

Malice Art

I invite you to take a look at my art blog.

http://maliceartwork.blogspot.ro/


Hopefully, I will soon buy also a domain name.


P.S: I really need to remake this blog. Has the same skin for a loooong time. And start posting more.

Tanz Die Revolution - Cluj-Napoca

Tanz Die Revolution revine in Cluj-Napoca cu o noua petrecere electro-industrial-gothic!

Va asteptam Vineri, 27 Iulie, in Flying Circus Pub de la ora 22:00 pentru o seara plina de electro-industrial, gothic, darkwave, ebm, hardstyle.

De muzica se va ocupa
DJane Malice


Tombola cu premii la ora 2:00 AM(participarea gratuita). Premiile includ:

-2 tricouri Tanz Die Revolution
-1 CD Black Tape For A Blue Girl


Stickere cu formatii si Vampirefreaks.com pentru toata lumea!

Intrarea libera!


Spread the word!

Tanz Die Revolution

Tanz Die Revolution, the electro-industrial community from Romania, presents you a new edition of TDR parties full of industrial, ebm, electro, synthpop, etc

Thus being said, we expect you on 14th July, from 22:00 in Underworld Club (Bucharest) to have a most exciting night. With this one, we would like to inform you that our events will be held once every two months as we want to channel our resources to offer you a better experience.

Your eargasm:

DJ MNDFK
DJane MALICE

Prizes at 2:00 AM (participation is free):
-2 Tanz Die Revolution T-Shirt
-1 Vampirefreaks T-Shirt
-1 CD Condanna - E i vermi ameranno la mia carne (http://www.rustblade.com/2008/e-i-vermi-ameranno-la-mia-carne/)
Stickers for everybody

FREE ENTRANCE

Tanz Die Revolution 21st April

Tanz Die Revolution!
21 Aprilie
22:00
Club Underworld (Bucuresti)

DJ MNDFK
DJ XENOMORPH
DJ SENTINEL
DJane MALICE

electro-industrial-gothic-hardstyle

Win 2 TDR official t-shirts at 2:00AM

Free stickers

Free entrance

Clu-Napoca

Cand am vazut cata lume s-a strans in Cluj-Napoca pentru Disaster Party (old school goth + electro-industrial) mi-a venit sa lesin. Cluj-Napoca bitchslapped Bucharest badly

Tanz Die Revolution - 31 Martie

Saturday, 31st March, you are invited to another Tanz Die Revolution Party, starting from 22:00 in Underworld Club (48, Coltei St.)

 

Having a big succes since our first edition in 2010, Tanz Die Revolution is besides a community, a monthly party held in Bucharest, Romania, that brings together genres like EBM, Synthpop, Aggrotech, Industrial, Electro and much more, all of them sprinkled with the very gothic hits and industrial guitar riffs.

 

Your hosts will be:

DJ Xenomorph

DJ MNDFK

DJ Sentinel

DJane Malice

 

that will take you through an electro-gothic-industrial journey.

 

Surprises are a must at our party, so at 2 AM you will have the chance to win different prizes!(2 Tanz Die Revolution t-shirts and 1 CD)

 

Free stickers with bands and Vampirefreaks for everybody!

 

Free entrance!

 

Links:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xG44s2ANFo0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OTY7FJYr3fg

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KYyAoSj0d-4

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mtmkp8IK7Eg

Disaster Party SIBIU

TANZ DIE REVOLUTION si LUX NOCTIS va aduc mult asteptatele petreceri la voi in oras! Vineri, pe data de 6 aprilie, incepand cu ora 22:00 va invitam la un eveniment unic de gothic-industrial in Bohemian Flow Art&Pub(Piata Mica, nr. 26) din Sibiu - DISASTER PARTY!

LUX NOCTIS si TANZ DIE REVOLUTION sunt singurele petrecerile de old school-goth si electro-industrial din Romania ce au loc in Bucuresti! Astfel, dupa o colaborare indelungata intre cele doua comunitati, s-a nascut un nou eveniment, DISASTER PARTY, menit sa "adune" tot ce e mai bun din aceste stiluri si sa fie raspandite in toata tara!

De muzica se vor ocupa:

DJane Grace (Lux Noctis - www.lux-noctis.com)
Post-Punk+Deathrock+80s+New Wave+Gothic Rock

DJane Malice (Tanz Die Revolution - www.tanzdierevolution.com)
Industrial+EBM+Electro+Synthpop+Darkwave+Aggrotech


Tombola cu premii la ora 1:30AM. Participarea este gratuita!

Intrarea libera!

Event Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/events/284649828271055/

Lux Noctis Party - 10 Martie

LUX NOCTIS PARTY


Sambata, 10 martie incepand cu orele 22:00 va asteptam in Underworld(Coltei nr. 48) la prima editie Lux Noctis Party din primavara aceasta!

Lux Noctis este singura petrecere old school goth din Romania, asa ca daca daca va plac genuri muzicale cum ar fi post-punk, deathrock, gothic rock, coldwave, minimal wave, new wave, darkwave, EBM si nu numai, sau sunteti curiosi sa experimentati, sunteti bineveniti!

DJane Malice si DJane Grace va vor asigura atmosfera dark pe care o cautati!
Intrarea la petrecere este libera!
+ 2 tricouri Lux Noctis la tombola!

Va asteptam!

Vocile Femeilor se Aud în Piața Universității: 8 martie 2012

"Cetăţene indignate-Vrem să fim reprezentate

Noi, ciumpalace din Piaţa Universităţii, dorim ca de 8 martie femeile să vină şi să îşi strige nemulţumirile şi revendicările. Vocile femeilor sunt prea puţin auzite și ascultate în spațiul public.

De ce?

Ieşim în Piaţa Universităţii pentru că femeile reprezintă jumătate din populaţia Romaniei şi jumătate dintre persoanele plătitoare de taxe, dar interesele lor nu sunt reprezentate. Statul investeşte în borduri, dar nu în creşe sau grădiniţe. Statul investeşte în răsaduri de flori pe marginea drumurilor, dar nu în maternităţi. Bugetul pentru “Servicii” este mare, iar cel pentru Sănătate şi Educaţie minuscul. “Siguranţa naţională” este o prioritate, dar siguranţa cetăţencelor nu. S-au tăiat bugete pentru grupuri şi sectoare feminizate: Educaţie, Sănătate, Funcţionari, Familii monoparentale. Politicile privind combaterea discriminării pe piaţa muncii nu sunt prioritizate. Prezenţa femeilor în instituţii reprezentative este scăzută.

Ieşim în Piaţa Universităţii pentru că ne dorim ca România să fie un stat democratic pentru femei.
Ieşim în Piaţa Universităţii pentru că democraţia are nevoie de femei şi femeile au nevoie de democraţie.
Ieşim în Piaţa Universităţii pentru că ne dorim reprezentare politică, nu doar flori şi mărţişoare.
Ieşim în Piaţa Universităţii pentru că suntem solidare unele cu celelalte. Pentru că există şi suroritate, nu numai fraternitate.
Ieşim în Piaţa Universităţii pentru că 8 martie este Ziua Internaţională a Femeilor, ziua care marchează lupta femeilor pentru drepturi şi şanse egale.
Ieşim în Piaţa Universităţii pentru că spaţiul public aparţine şi femeilor. Revendicăm acest spaţiu public de 8 martie, pentru a ne face vocile auzite.

Cum?

Cum ne putem face vocile auzite? Venind în Piaţa Universităţii. Veniţi cu un slogan sau mai multe. Veniţi cu o pancarta. Veniţi pentru a striga despre problemele voastre. Veniţi pentru a ne cunoaşte noi între noi. Veniţi pentru a vă solidariza cu alte femei.

Unde şi când?

Cetăţene indignate, vă invităm alături de noi pe 8 martie în Piaţa Universităţii, la Fântână, în intervalul orar 19:00-22:00.
Pentru că în acest spaţiu deschis vocile voastre trebuie să se audă!
Pentru că acest spaţiu vă aparţine!

Cetăţene indignate vor sa fie respectate!"

Facebook event: http://www.facebook.com/events/383025708375338/

Diary of Dreams

I actually didn't want to come at the beginning. I though I would see them at some festival from abroad this year. But I went there.
Yes, they were good. Sounded perfect. And sang my favorite song from them which was the penultimate from that night and part of their second bis:








But I managed to hang along with Laurie which came all the way from Timisoara to see the concert.

Tanz Die Revolution - 25 Februarie

Nu mai e nevoie sa asteptati! Sambata, pe data de 25 Februarie, sunteti invitati la o noua editie Tanz Die Revolution Party, de la ora 22:00 in Club Underworld (str. Coltei, nr.48)

Avand un mare succes inca de la prima editie din 2010, Tanz Die Revolution este, pe langa o comunitate, o petrecere ce are loc in fiecare luna in Bucuresti, Romania, ce combina stiluri cum ar fi EBM, Synthpop, Aggrotech, Industrial, Electro si multe altele cu classicele hituri goth si riff-uri industriale de chitara.

Come and join us to the new sounds of the underground!

De aceasta data, gazdele voastre vor fi DJ Xenomorph, DJ MNDFK si DJane Malice, fiecare dintre ei fiind pregatiti sa va ofere o noapte incendiata in aceasta iarna friguroasa.

Surprizele sunt intotdeauna prezente la petrecerea noastra, asa ca la ora 2:00 veti avea ocazia sa castigati:
- 1 tricou Tanz Die Revolution
- 1 CD Janosch Moldau "Second Best + Into this life" oferit de Viva Music
+ stickere pentru toata lumea de la VampireFreaks si multe altele

Intrarea libera!

www.tanzdierevolution.com

Twitter

I've made myself a Twitter account. Meh

https://twitter.com/#!/MaliceBathory

Update 2.0

Being an egocentric bitch, I need to talk about myself. And it was quite a long time since I did that on my blog. It's not like I spend my time on the internet so more as I used to do 5 years ago. Or at least that is what I think, as I remember spending my time with my friends in that period rather than being online 24/7.
A lot has happened but it does not make any sense to start talking about the past. Is too much to write about it and I am not quite in the mood of writing right now. But I'll just highlight some things:

Protests in Romania: I think nobody would have though that Romanians have the guts to protest in such a cold weather or for so long (and as I speak, there are persons protesting!). I went there most of the days, although the last week I skipped it due to a beautiful cold. But yes, I experienced everything. From being chased down by the police and secret services to receiving a smoking grenade right in my face while being chased. Burning shops, angry mob and unnecessary use of force. And when I looked at some live TV's how the protests where presented, I started to puke immediately as, of course, they distorted the reality. Many persons were beaten just because they were there, it didn't matter if they were or were NOT protesting, molotov cocktails and a lot of thrown stones. Too much to talk about it and to much to argue.
I feel sad as most of the persons seemed not to be bothered by what happened or some of them think that after the prime minister resigned, everything will be pink. We all know that Romania has a problem with ALL of the politicians, regardless of their faction. They are ALL corrupted, they have ALL stolen and ALL of them do not care about us. Just what they have in their pockets. This is a delicate subject indeed but I promise I will try to talk about it more often or at least write down some words about it (not only on facebook).
Although the president and the political parties that rule Romania want to calm down the mob by replacing all the ministers and the prime minister, it won't work. Everybody knows that there is no change, there are only puppets.
A.C.T.A. is currently one of the biggest concerns nowadays as Romania also signed the treaty. On 11th february (my previous post contains some links regarding the protests) there will be a massive manifestation against the treaty. If this is going to be implemented we will not have even the little bit of freedom we enjoy right now. Here is a little movie that explains it better:






I'll leave the protest subjects a little bit behind, and continue with the news. I formerly started to get more orders. I mean, artwork orders. And I am so anxious to post them, but I have to wait until they are officially released, so yes, I can only update my portfolio just with new posters.


Also, me and Grace (from Lux Noctis) are planning some sort of Romanian tour with our new concept, Disaster Party, a mixture between post-punk, deathrock, 80's with synthpop, ebm, darkwave, as many of you were asking for them. We were already contacted by different clubs in various towns, so we will tell you more about this in the future, when the dates are going to be confirmed (this will starts in spring - summer).


Also, after my lovely experience last year in Germany at WGT, I am considering I should go again. I am still waiting for the line-up but as far as I know over 30 bands confirmed on their facebook accounts their participation at the festival and some of them are Eisbrecher, Agonoize and Nachtmahr! Below are the other "unofficial bands"


Ahràyeph
Ain Soph
Banane Metalik
Coronatus
Dr. Geek and the Freakshow
Euzen
Global Citizen
Gnomonclast
Henke
Illuminate
Invincible Spirit
Jamey Rottencorpse and The Rising Dead
Klutæ
Luftwaffe
Licia Missori
Midgards Boten
Mueran Humanos 
Ordo Rosarius Equilibrio
Projekt Mensch
Rummelsnuff
Secret Discovery
Sixth June
Sonar
Spiral 69
Steven Severin
The Batonist
The Fright
The Hellfreaks
The Names
Torul

 I started getting pretty busy lately and I am overwhelmed with all the things I have to do. But at least I can earn money staying at home and not working in an office :p 

Oh and I almost forgot! Can you little pussies stop stalking me? You are just making me famous. And badass.

Malice Art

Va prezint blogul meu de arta, Malice Art. Inca nu am terminat de personalizat skin-ul si toate cele, dar il puteti incerca. Pe langa portofoliu, voi face reclama si la alti artisti, in majoritate de pe deviant art. Voi scrie chiar si articole despre grafica, design, photoshop, eventual si niste tutoriale (pentru ca muuuuulte persoane mi-au cerut).

http://maliceartwork.blogspot.com

Mai ramane sa imi deschid blog de haleala. Ca si asa ma roaga toata lumea sa le dau retele. La cratita am ajuns ...

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I’ve broken a bone.                                              
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
I’ve gotten a ride with someone I don’t know.
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve been to a casino.
I’ve been skydiving.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve gone skinny dipping.
I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
I’ve had dry rum shots.
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a play.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve seen the Northern lights.
I’ve sat on a roof top at night. 
I’ve played chicken fight.
I’ve played a prank on someone.
I’ve ridden in a taxi.
People have only liked me cause of my looks.
I’ve been used a lot.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I’ve used someone else.

I’ve broken someone’s heart.
I miss someone right now.
I know someone who has committed suicide.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve had a crush on a teacher. 
I am a cuddler.
I’ve kissed a boy.
I’ve kissed a girl.
I’ve kissed more than one girl.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.
I’ve been called a slut.
I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I’ve snuck out of my house.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I’ve cheated on a test. 
I’ve been suspended from school. 
I’ve witnessed a crime.
I’ve had people who wanted to bash me.
I’ve been arrested.
I’ve helped a friend who has passed out from alcohol.
I regularly smoke cigarettes.
I’ve tried smoking cigarettes.
I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
I’ve eaten shrooms.
I’ve popped E.
I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
I’ve done hard drugs.
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
I have at one stage in my life been diagnosed with depression.
I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
I shut others out when I’m depressed.
I take anti-depressants.
I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
I’ve woken up crying.
I’m afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I miss someone who I know isn’t coming back.
I’ve seen someone dying.
Someone close to me has committed suicide.
I’ve planned my own suicide.
I’ve attempted suicide.
I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
I own an iPod or MP3 player.
I regret a lot of things I’ve done in my lifetime.

What a stupid thing ...